It's 10:13pm and I should have been in bed 13 minutes ago. Today's plan: Get a good night's sleep. But I couldn't go to sleep without checking in with you all.
I spent the day mentally preparing myself for sparring by imagining different scenarios and envisioned myself taking care of it all neatly and calmly.
That's about it. No working out. No running -- It was way too hot.
I am really glad I am not nervous at the moment. I HATE that nervous feeling. It interferes with being able to feel the fun of all this. I know it will come back, but right now I'm pretending like the nervous feeling will not come back. Even if it does, I'm enjoying every minute of being at peace right now. And every minute of not being in pain.
So, as soon as I finish typing these words to you all, I'm hitting the sack.
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